I’m Back

I’ve closed the door
Because of fear and grief
Decided to never move
Stay still ang stable

I still got them
As friends close to my heart
Never cared about the faces
I didn’t have time for that

But then it really comes
When you least expected it
It hits right at the moment
When you never knew how

The knob of the door
Turned and broke
It seemed never to go back again
From being locked and still

I never entertained them in
But they came rushing by
And now, there’s four of them
Whom I can’t get off my mind

The face of a friend
Quiet and mysterious
For four straight hours
He’s just so near

The face that everyone dreads
The humor that captivates
For about two hours in two days
We’re together in the rain

The ticket he offered
Which some thought was a date
A secret, people hardly know
The guitar guy who used to receive my hello

The question which fired up
The commotion of the crowd
The gathering that started
The connection between us two

I admit that I missed
The days of open doors
And now that I’m in this again
I really cannot anymore let go

Now I’m more mature
Of letting myself admire again
Let’s see if the long years of closed doors
Will make a big difference
…on me….
……on the new faces….

………Goodluck to me!